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supreme_kai74
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Name: Supreme
Location: Hawaii, United States
Gender: Male
Interests: My hobbies have changed.Now I just relax pretty much..No worries and all.....But if you really must know, I just go to school and work...Cards....books....Other stuff.......
Expertise: Listening. Advice. Whatever.
Message: message me
Member Since:
3/11/2002
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| another month, another entry. and so, idk what to update about. its not like I browse through xanga much anymore. *sigh* alas, so sad. well, I guess I'm just stopping to say Hi, and I'm still alive. yay me. | | |
| even if no one reads this, its cool. its a place to blow off steam. its all I can do really. anyway, if some of my friends read this, which I SERIOUSLY doubt, then oh wells.
why text me to tell me trivial stuff like "my car isn't working" or "I need this and that" when I'm in work? I can't do anything about it. all I can tell you is "oh that sucks" that's all. I can not solve this problem for you. you must wait until I get out of work. its not like I'm going to drop all my work to go to your car, when I know NOTHING about automechanics and such... as for getting you stuff, think about it. I'm in work to MAKE MONEY, not spend it all on the hopes I'll get paid back one day...
(bitter much?) yes, all the time. but to put on the smiling facade that is me, I must swallow it. who'd want a friend that's always derating them. see, I have self restraint. stupid quiz saying I don't.
I'm thinking of going on a trip to the mainland. by myself. for sanity purposes. to where, I'm not sure.
anime that's new...the third? ah my goddess second season? Kiba? that's about it. I think. naruto, beet, bleach, yakitate. among others.
love life? none in a while. although, there is a person out there somewhere...I'm sure.
and that's about it. just about everyone here, that I know, has made the move to myspace. oh well. I'll be here. and on myspace. might as well.
and that's it for me. I'll be on later I'm sure. ttyl. | | |
| falling through space and the void,
searching for something that does avoid,
my eyes, my hands, and my nose,
searching for it, knowing not where I go...
looking around and what do I see,
but they death of children in front of me,
why they do, the knowledge isn't at me,
but they die and no longer be.
we reach for that goal oh so far,
and what it bad and truly,
but are we determind to fight on through,
despite us feeling surly?
I reach, I grad, I try to snare,
but it seems that the world just don't care...
ok people, so I'm posting. wrote that just now. bored that's why. so I updating....and idk what to update...so yea...just saying "Hi" I guess.. =P l8rs. | | |
| and so it isn't my fault, really it isn't. I have not been able to post only ONE entry because my phone says it doesn't load and I keep trying to upload it afterwords and discover that after I've uploaded it 3 times with errors, it finally uploads and shows me I've uploaded it each of those times and the last... its not my fault.
anyway, its been a while. still working and working and hardly anyone is on xanga anymore. all the other people I know, which isn't much anymore, let me assure you, have myspace. whoopdeedoo for myspace. yea right.
and life is the same. so people that instant message me, STOP ASKING ME HOW LIFE IS. if my life were to change I'd tell you about it. so stop asking ><. anywho, I gotta get back to work now. see you guys later...probably...idk... >.> | | |
| ahh, there we go. I can regularly update from my phone now. couldn't for a while after the whole xanga thing changing and my phone going through an update. but now, finally I can update my xanga. ahh, the joy. well, not literally, but to share my mindless banter after being unable to do so. I don't think any of my friends really come on here anymore. they all moved to myspace. and I'll admit, I have a myspace, but I don't use it. because it takes so long to load on my phone and idk the first thing on how to really use myspace. anyways, there's much to say, but much I don't remember, but I'll do the best I can.
I officially work for that paint store now. was hired on december 18. I was under a temp agency before, but they liked me, so I stayed on. whoop. I suppose. pay isn't great, but it isn't bad. not really much to live off of. but...enough for my current situation. getting paid about 8.50 an hour. and full time of 40 hours a week. so its pretty good. would like to get paid more, but I guess not. I probably am paid way less than everyone else here. but I could be wrong. idk. moving on..
have too many things to play and buy with not enough funds. have things to pay for that I want. ps3, xbox360, nintendo revolutions, psp, nds, flash carts. stuff like that. and now xboxlive with halo 2. and then final fantasy 11. with other various online subscriptions. mangadownload. man...soo much money going out. not enough in. sucks...oh well, cest la vie. moving on.
been going to the movies more lately. wanna go with? hit me up on my email supreme_kai74@tmail.com and I'll let you know. I'd put my number here, but I'm afraid of people calling me that I don't know. I'll put a picture up here one day of me. other than that, idk.
for all the time I haven't updated...its been almost a year since my grandma died. its going to be a sad weekend next week. I'm even writing a poem for her. although I don't think I'll be saying it. because I'm afraid people are going to tease me or something. I really don't care for the rest of my family...you can probably tell that. idk. oh well.
been using eyeQ lately. helps my reading speed supposedly. idk. no help me much from what I can see. it teaces you to skim more. but when I used their techniques, I didn't notice anything significant. it teaches speed reading. but its really just skimming. and for me anyways, when I did it, I didn't remember what I read. maybe I'm doing it wrong?
work sucks. life sucks. I want more money for doing less work. these menial jobs are easy compared to the accounting work I used to do. maybe I should go back to school so that I can get a degree and earn more money? idk. I'd probably end up being an accountant anyways. maybe a math teacher. at one point thas what I wanted to be too.
having anger is a constant in my life. I guess a lot of the people I hang out with haven't really learned my moods, even though I've learned theirs. they don't know me as well as they thought. or as they think. because I reveal a piece of my soul doesn't mean anything. its quickly forgotten. such is life. who can I trust in life except myself? I can't tell anybody anything for wha I think goes against what many people think. "its not possible" or "how does that make sense". it doesn't matter then does it. for lifes an empty arguement for those people who want proof given to them instead of them researching it themselves. moving on.
so I'm bored most of the time. still watching anime. not doing anything particular with my life. doing same old crap, everyday. its sad, but true. I need to get out and be free. I need to get out and do stuff. someone ask me to go out please. I don't care if you're all strangers or friends. my friends are too afraid of making me "mad" at them. if only they knew the truth. how many times we must appease the masses. I need to meet some new blood. new people, new faces. get into more relationships. idk... moving on..
that's about it for my update. could have done more, but gotta get back to work now. laters people and be sure to email me at supreme_kai74@tmail.com thanks ^_^ | | |
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